i just want to go to the thrift store. get my mind off things. crying on tumblr isnt helping shit.
i want to go lay and watch the clouds. i want to get away. i want him to love me like it used to be. i need to fix this..i dont want to read text messages. i dont want it to be over. but. i guess it is. i dont know whats going on. i dont want to go anywhere. i want to feel something. so i should go back to my old ways.

and thats what im doing. bai,

illgiveyouonegoodreason:

I hate crying. It always makes me feel worse because I feel so stupid for crying. I get red and puffy and I can’t speak and I get all snotty and I’m just a hot mess, emphasis on the mess, take out the hot.

fuck this. just fuck this.